Nightmares
During this hideous time, the nightmares begin to bloom. The tourists (freed after the long lock downs) flock to the forest and other gloomy…
Blog and Stories (40)
“Pleasure to me is wonder—the unexplored, the unexpected, the thing that is hidden and the changeless thing that lurks behind superficial mutability. To trace the remote in the immediate; the eternal in the ephemeral; the past in the present; the infinite in the finite; these are to me the springs of delight and beauty.” ― H.P. Lovecraft
No Qualification Needed
(without words)
A mass in honor of Cthulhu
For the past few days I have been working immersed in the Malstrom of blindly doing. A kind of religious ceremony overtook me! A…
One and All / Eins und Alles
Those who want to pursue sensible thoughts about the world, life and the transience in these days and weeks (hopefully not years) must first…
False images made by others
When I first came to Pecking, I took three thousand photos in one day. I shot my way through pecking, I moved frame by…
Love Song for a Black Hole
The black hole is linked to many important elements of my work and my philosophy. In this picture I am fascinated by the fragile female person…
Memory of a Dream
Sometimes the past things disappear in a fog that embraces them and turns them into dreams. "Faultline / Timeline" was an installation that I…
The primordial soup
The first version of my video "Ever hungry like a flame" has ended. Something is slowly growing up. The first versions of my work…
Art should rule the world
At a time when scientists and politicians are arguing over their sovereignty of interpretation and with their constantly conflicting expertise fighting for new positions…
Love letter written in time of social distancing
The flood of news about the corona pandemic has troubled me and made me build a dam against it. It was a lot easier…
against God Zeus and the System
Powerful thunderstorms all night long! They barely let me sleep. Thunderstorms purify the air, they say, and maybe a lot more. Hopefully that's right!…
Now I crouch in the night ...
I dreamed of a bomb that I wanted to detonate in the middle of our house! The house and the whole family should fly in…
Please kill the distance!
Please kill the distance!I need something to crawl in or something to devour.I want to feel it in my body, my stomachbetween my fingers,…
I am my picture
I am my picture The ten commandments state: "You should not make up your own image of God or depict anything in the sky…
Horse Whisperer or concerns with women
Many thoughts and ideas go through my head. Fortunately they have nothing to do with the Corona Virus. Above all, I am concerned with…
The virologists, the black priests of the Corona mass
The virologists, the black priests of the Corona mass, try to give their orgy new food every day. They feed their holy fire with…
"Ici-bas" and "là-bas" or how to seek redemption from his present
Two french words very meaningful to me! I don´t like the french language because all French teachers in the world have conspired against me.
Dream-reporter
"According to a new Paris study, smokers are 75% less likely to have serious effects from the virus." We live in a time when…
The reality of others
An avalanche of thoughts has overwhelmed me in the last few Corona-days. I try to free myself from the confusion of thoughts in order…
Where is my homland
Where is my home? I dont know. I have carried this question around with me for years without finding a satisfactory answer. What I…
I sink between the "Corona-mountains" that pile up around me.
The longer this corona lockdown lasts, the more I sink between the mountains that pile up around me. Mountains are not dead matter. They…
I'm tired of being a good guy
A lot comes to mind but I lack the ease. The longer I think, the heavier the lightness becomes. I don't want to write beautiful…
I learned to look
I walked throug the forest this morning. If you stare at the ground while walking, as I did today with my express march on…
If God had to sell his creation
If God had to sell his creation, man, he would have made it friendlier, smarter and happier. No! God doesn't know an artist's worries,…
All faith in man shaken
Francis Scott Fitzgerald wrote in 1922: "Here was a generation... grown up to find all gods dead, all wars fought, all faith in man…
Petra Pan
Petra Pan I would like to invent a character like Sherlock Holmes, Lara Croft or Micky Maus, who would then take over the world and hide itself in all brains. Of course it should have something subversive like Peter Pan, he wanted to seduce me to fly in…
Life-Block means terror
Life-Block means terror. The WritersBlock, on the other hand, is boring. Life-Block prevents you from dreaming. It’s Brainwashing! The mind is being cleaned up. What…
Photography that corresponds to our soul
“I paint and live from the hope that one day - soon - there will be photography that corresponds to our soul - and…
My Ex Voto Story
When I came to Mexico a long time ago, it seemed to me that I jumped straight into life with a dive. All…
The Nothing-Box
Nothing is the most important thing - because it is nothing! This is my Nothing Box from which I take out a handful of…
Lies are moving the universe
17/07/2020 (2015) The Chaos is dark and black and there is no possibility to see. But in the moment when the motion goes ahead,…
Fight the Night!
To whom it may concern 01/12/2015 I create my future…. but nothing arises !! Why? Is it too dark around me or is there…
The appeal of an underground movie
17/02/2016 “The appeal of an underground movie is not to the understanding.” (Andy Warhol in Popisme). My whole life I created my works in…
light of the underworld
22/02/2016 The Hermit If you are searching on Google for “Black” and you look at the images you will see a fantastic thing, a page full…
Brown is beautiful!
Brown is not a color, but a state, a state of mind. Gentleman never wear brown, it is said. One can extend this and…
The big one
18/03/2016 (Great Wave of Kanagawa) The big one I wonder, are the great times like the Sixties or the twenties the start of a…
It needs a fool to save the world
19/07/2016 If I could choose between two bad solutions I would choose Trump. In a crazy time it needs a fool to save the world!…
Take a holiday from reality!
20/09/2016 “Take a holiday from reality whenever you like, and come back without so much as a headache or a mythology." (Aldous Huxley, Brave…
To dance till I drop
"Find what you love and let it kill you!" (Bukowski) To dance till I drop As I get older, the more I have…
July 2019
“This month is something of a conundrum for you, Scorpio. On the one hand, you are focused of career goals, while on the…